I worked for a small graphic design firm for a little less than three years. I was laid off last week due to lack of work in the studio and I was the only employee. While working for this studio my main focus was print production.
The few times I was allowed to take a stab at designing something, the two creative directors shot it down or made drastic changes to my designs.
So, I’m basically going back in time and need to sell myself again, and like before my last job I have only a very small portfolio. I’ve been struggling with re-creating my stationary/portfolio package for a couple days now.
I’m trying to make the ultimate new resume to start, but I have designers block.
I have some stuff I started, but it doesn’t look great right off and that discourages me very badly.
I just sit and stare at the screen and freeze up. Then I look at other designers online and see their awesome stuff and then I look at mine and it looks so flaccid and lacking.
I just keep thinking “maybe I just suck at design...maybe I should just be a secretary...”
But in my heart I want to be a designer. My boyfriend reminds me that I have a talent for art and that I have made cool designs in the past. But hearing it from him over and over is hard to believe after a while. So he pointed me to this site and said that he had seen some respectable people here that could give it to me straight.
So finally, please help, if you could, to get me out of this rut.
Any info, stories, etc. you guys could contribute is greatly appreciated.
Thanks, and hope to talk here often.